My name is Chelsea I'm a single mother and my son, and I have gone through a lot and finally transitioning into some sort of normal lifestyle after being in a domestic violence situation, living in a shelter to escape that, and finally just me and him I work, I go to school, I Instacart when I can all that money goes into bills my son has to deal with a lot of counseling. He has a lot of surgeries, so I do have to take a lot of time off from work to attend to him and that's difficult being the only person that all the responsibility lies on and I'm absolutely OK with that. I love my son he is the best thing that's happened to me. I hate feeling like even though I'm doing all I can do is never enough and I can't really give him the things that he asked me for because I'm not in a position to sacrifice bills for that, I don't mind having the bare minimum for myself to make sure my son has what he needs and some of the things that he wants and at this point I'm spread very thin; to anybody out there please please help me last year's Christmas was very painful I don't want a repeat of that look of dismay on my son's face again this year again, it's extremely hard to write this knowing I'm putting myself out there it brings me tears to think of what my son has had to witness and go through with me and my son deserves the world he is a strong child he's overcoming challenges physically, mentally and emotionally ! Thank you so much. God bless you and happy holidays to everybody.