oklahoma christmas grief

well my story started about 3 years ago when i lost my grandmother and her loss consumed me and even though i had lost both my parents acouple years before it didnt hit me as hard as it was when i lost her. fast forward me and my 3 daughters have been seperated for about 9 months because i couldnt financially take care of them by myself and i dont get any help from the state and i dont get childsupport because thier fathers wouldnt pay it anyways(im not bashing them) just speaking truths.im getting back on my feet slowly but surely and were gonna be back together before christmas( they have no idea) and i want this to be something they remember good instead of the last couple of years that have been heartbreaking and i want 2025 to be the best years weve spent together! if you can find it in ur hearts i promise ill find some way to pay it forward....thank you our list is under bretton webb christmas list on amazon