Hello, i made a previous letter and someone responded they would sponsor me, they did buy 2 gifts which I'm so so so so grateful for because my kids will have 2 presents under the tree ATLEAST however, i would love to get my list fully done (5 items, 1 is donation based because it is a more expensive item) My name is Meske, i have 2 little girls symphony (4) 1/7/19 and echo (2.5) 6/2/20, this year we are struggling with bills and just trying to make ends meet. but first about my daughters then about why i need help Echo my youngest, her nickname is squishy because she has squishy chunky cheeks and she still very much acts like a baby, she loves to carry around a yellow blanket, sucking her thumb with a duck tucked between her armpit and torso, shes obsessed with ducks and anything yellow will keep her distracted from the task on hand, she is a little behind her age so i wanna get her stuff that keeps her mind learning while also being fun, along with baby stuff and some other things she likes Symphony, the one who made me the mother i am today, and made me realize how much despite everything i have my girls, she is actually very ahead of her age, she started talking full sentences at 1, knew her alphabet, and count to 15 by age 1 and 8 months, she has specifically asked for dinosaurs, rocks, explosions (chemical reaction things) and hearts and stomachs to grow up. (shes interested in anatomy and how things grow and form)
now here's my story
i have not had the best judgment with men in my past, and made the same mistake 2x, i got married to my first love whom i started dating at age 13 till we got married at 18. he was everything i could of asked for, till we was married and pregnant, he started cheating which i just put up with because he would get physical with me if i brought it up, it started getting to physically and mentally abusive even losing a baby due to it, however when i was pregnant with my daughter he was gone more than he was home so things got better when my daughter was 2 weeks old, he hurt her. i left to stay with my mom and prayed god to give me a sign of whether to leave or not, i found him with another woman again and i took that as my chance, my brother went with me and fought him when he threw me to the ground, and he was arrested for a day, i grabbed my daughter and left January 22nd 2019, leaving everything behind.
i stayed with my mom till june 2020, when i got my first apartment alone and borrowed furniture, i got pregnant by a guy whom i trusted way to quickly while waiting for my divorce to finalize i we was told it would complicate my divorce and he would have to sign an acknowledgment to claim our daughter because my husband (legally separated filed for divorce now a year and 3 months at this point) my "ex" husband, signed denial of paternity and my boyfriend left high and dry no warning when i was in labor, so atm im paying an attorney for divorce still, DA is covered for the abuse charges i filed, but im also having to pay for an attorney to go after my ex to get him to sign so she (my youngest) can have a birth certificate. you bet this made me stay single for a long time, however,
im very behind on attorney fees, electricity, and internet. without help, i will not be able to give my girls a good Christmas this year. even donating a dollar or 2 towards the baby doll fund is more than enough because it will slowly add up.
list provided below https://www.amazon.com/registries/holiday/183YHXHIAOBMJ/guest-view