For the past four years, my life has truly felt like it was spinning out of control. I lost my daughter, Remi Joan Cowan, unexpectedly while in the care of a babysitter 4 years ago, and since.. living has truly been something I’ve only been able to do because of the Lord. I know He is the only hope I have of ever being reunited with my sweet, sweet Remi and as I seek Him more, I realize He is carrying me along this path of life. With that being said, my family tried to overcome the pain and sorrow grief inflicted, but despite all attempts to keep my marriage together, he ended up leaving me for someone else. But again, the more broken and heartache I’ve felt, the more I’ve sought the Lord and felt His comfort and love.It (http://love.It)is just me and my two girls (again, living here on earth) now, and financially, I am struggling. I have nothing left in my savings, living paycheck to paycheck to not get my utilities shut off or house taken away, and tonight, it hit me Christmas is a month away. And, I have no idea how I am going to be able to afford a Christmas for my girls. I do work full time, and I am also finishing my degree, so I’ve found that I won’t qualify for any assistance because I am technically not “low-income” since I work?! It’s truly awful and beyond frustrating.I don’t even know how to ask for help as it is embarrassing, but I appreciate you taking the time to read my message and pray you consider helping make this Christmas special for my girls. I would be forever grateful.I am blessed to be able to connect in this type of way. I look forward to hearing from you. God Bless. Ashley https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/FIFGYM29VH7M?ref_=wl_share(https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/FIFGYM29VH7M?ref_=wl_share)