i dont know how to edit or i would , but im reaching out as a mom of 3 wonderful children for help this year , all 3 are on the spectrum and between medication and med changes and therapies and new forms of therapies im afraid santa wont be able to come this year , my oldest has just figured out that a family member he thought loved him was actually against him this entire time ( long story short paternal grandma doesnt like mommy so she called dcf and it took 6 months to set up everything to get them back into the home where they belong ) so he has now developed thoughts of killing himself while going through highschool at the perfect age of 16 but his heart is pure gold and it makes me cry nightly knowing that he is thinking like that and then add this to the mix , i dont want him to think that we dont love him , my middle son loves spongebob and is a sweetheart he has no voice as uses a talker as he is low functioning but understands and loves christmas time and christmas lights and everything about the holiday , my youngest loves fidget toys even more then me lol , they have no voice so i have to be there voice and it would mean the world if we would be able to get some help so they have something under the christmas tree this year , i am asking nothing for myself but only for them they deserve it , Thank you !! Tiffany Ward Keller